"Of extreme force, degree, concentration...highly concentrated...Having or showing strong feelings or opinions; extremely earnest or serious." Thus the Oxford Dictionary.
I don't see any point to doing something half way, sort of, kinda,
Why bother?

I want to feel it, crawl inside its skin and wear it on my soul...the darkest turns of the deepest rabbit hole and the shimmering lava-surfaced supernova of ecstasy.
It is the way I experience life. It's always been that way. Super sensitive? Yeah.
Everything balances in the end: I wouldn't trade in one chuckle to avoid a sob. Within every heartbreak a new born star, every birth leaving a scar.
That is life.